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[Apr. 29th, 2012|05:53 am] |
Sometimes I wish I had somebody I could speak to about my true, inner feelings but for now, livejournal will suffice. However, I really miss Bailey.
I was moving in what felt like the right direction but now it feels as if I am hitting a wall at full speed. I am not really sure what I am doing with myself anymore but this job situation is kicking my ass. I don't know what it is about Rosa Mexicano, but I think it has something to do with me not wanting to work in the hospitality industry anymore. The reason being is that I feel like if I continue to work in this industry, then this industry will be my permanent career. That is definitely something I don't want happening. Now I am really hoping that Zappos.com considers my resume and calls me about a job offer (it just occurred to me that I should do a follow-up within the next few days). I guess all I am really asking for is to work for a business that is serious about what they're doing, is STABLE and has all their shit worked out, and pays me for what I am really worth. I am a hard fucking worker. Sometimes I find myself really missing Por Fin simply because I was in a good place at that restaurant. It feels like I've been trying to fill this void, that was created by my departure from Por Fin, with all these other restaurants I've worked at. It wasn't until I started working at these other places that I started to really appreciate Carlos and what he did with his establishment. Maybe I need to work in a restaurant that is very relaxed in it's atmosphere and clientele. While these thoughts contradict what I said before, right now it's the only thing that will keep me fed until I figure this out. I just don't know anymore. |
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| Post script... |
[Jan. 1st, 2012|03:38 pm] |
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P.S. It feels great to be a contributing member of society, once again. |
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| New Year's Eve 2011 |
[Jan. 1st, 2012|03:30 pm] |
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Well I must say, NYE 2011 was pretty interesting, compared to previous NYEs. I worked behind the bar right up until midnight, and then started closing duties with the rest of the bar staff immediately after the count down. There was some confusion about how to progress the night once we were finish closing the bar, so I ended up staying at Lucky Clover. Thankfully, I ran into Medy and ended up hanging out with a handful of kitchen staff. One of the guys was so trashed that somebody slapped him across the face and he didn't move a muscle. In fact, he was so incapacitated that he couldn't even pay the amazing tab they rang up. I was surprised by a visit from Natalie and Ciera. They were my companions for the rest of the night along with a few of their friends. We ended up at some cat's house in Brickell (pretty nice location) and I left the place close to 0600 with Natalie. She dropped me off at Douglas Road station and I relied public transportation to get me the rest of the way home. I love how everybody sleeps on the morning buses heading out West, myself included. |
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[Oct. 13th, 2011|11:00 am] |
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Friends come and go, but 200 pounds is 200 pounds. |
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[May. 13th, 2011|12:51 am] |
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WHAT KIND OF FUCKING REALITY AM I LIVING IN?????? |
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[Mar. 24th, 2011|11:46 pm] |
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Wow, I am such a fucking idiot! |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2010|11:59 am] |
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Sigh, there are no leads right now :( Everything is a big, confusing mess |
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[Nov. 21st, 2010|08:44 pm] |
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In comparison to the rest of the universe, we are nothing. |
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[Nov. 21st, 2010|08:38 pm] |
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OH THE NEVER ENDING CURVEBALLS. FUCK. |
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